when all said and done..

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

i am what i am

i am but a poor struggling soul..yearning to be wholly good,wholly truthful and wholly non violent in thought,word and deed..but ever failing to reach the ideal which i know to be true..it is a painful climb,but the pain of it is a positive pleasure to me..for each step upwards makes me feel stronger and fit for the next..

i claim to be a simple individual..liable to err..like any other fellow mortal..i own,however that i have humility enough to confess my errors and to retrace my steps..

i have found by experience that man makes his plans to be often upset by God,but at the same time,where the ultimate goal is the search of truth,no matter how a man's plans are frustrated the issue is never injurious and often better than anticipated..

i dont want to foresee the future..i am concerned with taking care of the present..God has given me no control over the moment following..

indeed..i am only a human being..ive loved..ive lost..and ive suffered..yet im not afraid to stand up and walk again...for i know..serenity is waiting for me at the end of this journey

the return of nani syafrina..

And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones they stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here
They can't tell me who to be'
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin'
while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can they say
I'll never change?
They're the ones they stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
I'm the one'
Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here....

p/s: im back..

i just need to remind myself

+ love starts with smile,grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
~> so..so...true

+ dont cry over anyone who wont cry over you.

+ if love isnt a game,why are they so many players?
~> now i wonder why...

+ the hardest thing to do is watch the one you love,love somebody else.

+ dont let the past hold you back,youre missing the good stuff.

+ some people make true world special by just being it.dont frown,you never know who is falling in love with yuor smile.
~ v(^_^)v

+ what do you do when the person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry.
~> hurm....

+ nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

+ everything is okay in the end.if its not okay,then its not the end.
~> well...im not okay!

+ it takes a second to make friends,a minute to like,an hour to love but a whole life to forget.

Tennessee Williams once wrote…
when so many are lonely…
as seem to be lonely,
it would be inexcusably selfish…
to be lonely alone...

everybody's changing

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
floating into beautiful life
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that
I'm Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

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Jangankan lelaki biasa ,Nabi pun terasa sunyi tanpa wanita.Tanpa mereka , fikiran dan perasan lelaki akan resah ,Masih mencari , Walau ada segalanya,Apa yang tiada dalam syurga?Namun Adam tetap rindukan Hawa ...Dijadikan wanita dari tulang rusuk yang bengkok itu untuk diluruskan oleh lelaki.Tetapi seandainya Lelaki itu sendiri tidak lurus ...mana mungkin kayu akan bengkok menghasilkan bayang yang lurus ...Luruskan wanita dengan jalan ditunjukkan oleh Allah SWT ,kerana mereka diciptakan sebegitu rupa oleh Allah.Didiklah mereka dengan panduan Nya , Janganlah cuba menjinakkan dengan harta , Kerana nantinya mereka akan liat.Janganlah hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikkan , Kerana nantinya mereka derita , Kenalkanlah mereka kepada Allah , Zat yang kekal, Disitulah punca kekuatan dunia!!!Akalnya senipis rambutnya , Tebalkan ia dengan ilmu,Hatinya separuh kaca , Kuatkanlah ia dengan iman ,Perasaannya selembut sutera , Hiasilah ia dengan akhlak.Suburkanlah ia kerana daripada situlah nantinya mereka akan lihat nilaian dan keadilan.Tuhan,Bisikkanlah ke telinga mereka bahawa kelembutan bukan satu kelemahan,Ia bukan satu diskriminasi Tuhan , sebaliknya disitulah kasih dan sayang Tuhan.Jinakkanlah diri kepada Allah , Nescaya akan jinaklah segala-galanya dibawah pimpinanMu lelaki.Jangan mengharapkan isterimu SEMULIA FATIMAH AZ ZAHRAh , Andai dirimu tidak SEHEBAT SAIDINA ALI KARAMALLAHUWAJHAH!!!Terimalah wanita dengan seadanya , kerana setiap ciptaan Allahtidak ada yang sia-sia semuanya penuh makna ... Amin ...