i am what i am

i am but a poor struggling soul..yearning to be wholly good,wholly truthful and wholly non violent in thought,word and deed..but ever failing to reach the ideal which i know to be true..it is a painful climb,but the pain of it is a positive pleasure to me..for each step upwards makes me feel stronger and fit for the next..

i claim to be a simple individual..liable to err..like any other fellow mortal..i own,however that i have humility enough to confess my errors and to retrace my steps..

i have found by experience that man makes his plans to be often upset by God,but at the same time,where the ultimate goal is the search of truth,no matter how a man's plans are frustrated the issue is never injurious and often better than anticipated..

i dont want to foresee the future..i am concerned with taking care of the present..God has given me no control over the moment following..

indeed..i am only a human being..ive loved..ive lost..and ive suffered..yet im not afraid to stand up and walk again...for i know..serenity is waiting for me at the end of this journey