reality....

i realize by now that you cant always have what you wanted...although you waited years for it to happen...still...fate and destiny is not always by your side...maybe this fantasy of mine would only happen inside my dreams...and if that is the deal...i dont wanna wake up from this beautiful dream..please let me sleep forever ..

what do u do if you know that it wont happen...no matter how hard you wished for it....it will never come true?...how do you deal with it...like you have the chance but you choose not to take it...will you be regret it after that?...

some things are better left unsaid...i guess it is true...my fren said i might as well forget about it long before..that i could have let it go...but somehow i just cant do that...the feelings that i feel inside is so strong that it wont fade away although ive been denying it for years....

i could walk all day....smiling and cheering for everyone..but at the end of the day..i was left heart broken...regrets..i dont have one..but im glad to have him as a part of my life....